Ello there, this is actually the second blog post I am writing in a long time! February was a mess of feeling super ill and being creatively frustrated like I never have before (enter violins) which is why you didn’t hear from me in terms of any goal posts – most of the posts that were published in february were scheduled!
Yet, here we are, I finally feel like I have my mojo back! The two photos of me in this post are my “March Portrait” I’d like to start taking a portrait at the beginning of each month to see how my appearance changes over the year/s! For example now, I have PINK hair!
This month my goals are based around getting my mojo back and more importantly, keeping it!
- Work on promo for blog posts – I am really bad at making specific Pinterest posts, Instagram stories etc, its something I definitely need to work on and I have a couple of ideas on how to be creative with it too!
- Get outside, see friends, interact with human beings – a huge part of the struggle of me being ill is that I don’t really want to see many people because I look and feel gross and its just not a good time and although I am a huge introvert, I find new experiences, chats with people and also just generally being outside, all inspires me in creating more stuff… its hard to find inspiration when you’re stuck in bed.
- To accept that if I do one thing a day, its enough – like I mentioned, i have been pretty ill and gross and now I feel significantly better but it takes me along time to get over something and go back to normal… my normal anyway. A few days ago all I managed to do was shoot one flat lay scene for a video and then I suddenly came down all dizzy and sensitive to light and all sorts, its not pretty and I was teary eyed as I described my frustrations to my mum, she reminded me that I did achieve something, I got dressed, I filmed something and thats ok. Sometimes I’m so busy rejecting the fact that I am ill and… well, disabled, that I get so frustrated when I can’t do much in a day.
What’re your goals for this month? I really think that it helps to have some little goals to set and be able to tick them off!